Thursday, January 21, 2010
Hey Peepos, i know that its been a long time since i updated. Alot happened the past few months, ppl coming and leaving my life. i just want to tell u that after much attempts, i felt that its better we just let each other go. Many events has happen. Sad, happy, Just alot. One sad event is that i drop to NA. Another sad thing is, after 1months, she left my life totally. I really don't understand wads ppl obsession with relationships. Their both hurting and painful. Most ppl should understand wad im talking abt, while some dun. I'm just treated like the air, going in and out of ppl's life. When the use for me is gone they simply kick me to one side. While looking for the mrs right in my life, i realise it's just too difficult!!!! Ppl nowadays just go for looks. I know that i dun have any and thats why i decided to just give up. I have thought it over. No love doesn't mean that food and air is deprive from me, I won't die without love. Love is nothing but a tool for torture. When it is put to good use, ppl feel happy but once its evil side is revealed, many ppl will feel hurt, REALLY HURT. I once wrote this, 'sometimes you are like the lighthouse of my life, while i am like a lost sailor, you are the one who guides me back on shore. You are the one to light up my whole heart. Without you, i am like a drowning sailor for u are not there to guide me back'. I wrote that. But i could not figure out who was i writing to. But when i finally figured it out, you left me with just one sentence "I'm sorry". You left me in total depair. I was just lying to myself telling myself that i'm okay wad i want to say now is, The Guang Jie you have known before died. And now, Its just a new me without Love.Labels: Hate is a four letter word, Love is a four latter lie
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